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Human Tan'shard to satisfy everyone~~so just satisfy urself~~ 01/04/2007 no middlemenDo you know that there are no legal middlemen or points of purchasing of DELL? For me or my classmates or my schoolmates who major in marketing, DELL is a company that sells its products directly to consumers so as to cut down the prices of its many products, as DELL doesn't need to afford extra fare for distrubution. I didn't know this fact until i began studying in my university. And our professors remind us of this from time to time, for they like to quote DELL for case analysis. Perhaps I have heard of this for times that I thought it was an everyone-know fact. Although I was wrong, not so many people know that, even some young guys who are thought to be more familiar with computers, DELL sells its products directly. What's worse, they have misunderstood that DELL has set up points of purchasing for customers. Actually, the so-called POPs are set up by some so-called middlemen who have never got the legal permissions from DELL. It is ridiculous, right? You need to make your own order on the internet and get your products a few days later. In that situation, you have no access to meet the staff of DELL directly, which makes you feel your order less reliable. However, I have made a deal with DELL successfully. Namely, you can trust this special service. Anyway, I got my notebook in that way. And thank GOD that my laptop has no problems of quality till now.
12/02/2007 It's up to urself~~ I was really upset in the past few days~~becuz some reasons~~~ I felt lonely, as i needed to go through all things by myself only, especially when i was in a bad mood and had to face problems myself, without someone to express my feelings. However, i was lucky enough that i had a best fd listening to the feelings from the bottom of my heart~~And she comforted me a lot, making me relieve a lot~~
My sister has said to me that i am always looking happy, it seemed that i had no troubles or hadn't been really upset at all. She's right in a sense, cuz i always smile and laugh. Nevertheless, sometimes others will inevitably think that i am crazy or silly, for they will think it's so strange that i always smile or laugh, very loudly sometimes.
It's real. i do think i laugh too much sometimes. i don't wanna be 嬉皮笑脸, which makes others think that i am not taking things seriously. So i need to calm down sometimes. Moreover, i am older than ever before, it's time for me to be mature gradually, not that silly as before.
But on the other hand, i do believe that nobody wanna make fds with someone who is always upset, saying something unhappy or troublesome. So i would like to show up a big smile on the face towards others, even pretended to sometimes. Becuz i think that i had better not say my problems to others if the listeners will become puzzled rather than being able to solving my problems. i don't wanna make listeners upset as me. So i always tried to conceal my problems.
It was absolutely enough for me. i lied to myself that i could handle all the problems without telling others or asking for help. i have tried to comfort and encouraged myself, telling myself that i can overcome this and it's ok,but it didn't work, i have burst into tears at several nights before, in my bedroom. The more i forced myself not to think about it, the more i would think about it eventually.
In the end, i turned to my sincere listener. i got help and relief.
One more time, i strengthen my faith that i can be independent and i need to learn to be independent. Maybe i sometimes need someone to count on, and i would like to do that. Becuz no man is an island. You need to have a positive attitude for life, as you're living in this world.
depressed & confused`~~
18/10/2006 so frustrated about the pic-uploading
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